CONFESSION ZERO

( Pegi Smith Paintings - Through the Door) I’ve stumbled upon the door that leads in, so I thought I’d begin. The waiting’s been hellish, the path, Love, the destination, eternal HeartH, Home and Heaven. Did you think I would fail such truth, such a testament to Love? Who did you think you and I had become? Strangers? Shadows of our former selves? The time that belief trumps truth, will be the time of self-made hell’s rising. Not hellfire and damnation, that’s against Love, but a recurring suffering until we love as one. (I do not know. I believe.) It’s all I need do if my belief is that of nothing but love, in every word and with a joyous affection for all of life and any justifiable end. We cannot know. We cannot recognize God, because we don’t recognize ourselves. Look at yourself. Look at your divine grace, your uniqueness… in Heaven. Love is what we are, who we are, and even where we are. Rejoice! *~* The billowing smoke lingered and I was reminded of the small things...

( Connect Savannah - on the Wind ) The wind, the wind, the winding wind has nestled its perceptions from corner to corner of Love and I’ve begun in earnest to pay attention! © 2012 by mark richard prime

I’m prepared to end my search for Love if I feel I’ve done my best to care for and worship the HeartH of Creation. My search will end, because I’ve found it… I have sought long and hard for this pleasure and, yes, even the eventual pleasure from the fear that was well rested in me, for the overwhelming influence of God’s Love I was able to grow nearer to Love with great joy in my heart. (The most incredible thing happened!) I wasn’t expecting The Grandmother, I loved mine like no other, I was expecting the pain and the suffering to be lifted, but to land in Heaven, facing her and God and answering for each and every wrong I’d caused and for each good deed that put itself in motion when I was good, was wholly unexpected. She’s in need of my prayer, of my help! I have much more to do than merely be forgiven for my sins. I have to seek beyond the threshold of man’s ideas, dance with spirit, all, the good, the bad and even the ugly- the ugly that’s on the inside, inside ugliness- ide...

( Happiness is Free - Richard Ely ) Love and God want that I laugh, they invented laughter, and tears and mountains and joy and humbleness and forgiveness, but their children have become fearfully cancerous to Heaven. (Sorrow billows from Love’s sky like the feign of winter as humankind used to know it.) The Earth, as we speak, is preparing to heal the wounds of man from the inside out to humankind’s filthy paws! Pray we’ve time to continue to bray at the top of our man-fouled lungs! Pray! Pray! Pray! Pray! Now before the cello plays its last note… I am ready my friend. Let us begin this dance with Love. I will tarry no longer in search of truth, it has found me. Love- I want friends, who doesn’t, but those that I’ve danced with, and they know who they are, and those I missed even as they reached their arms out in need, I found suspicion tapping into my welcome Home party, due to me not understanding what’s been happening- (Hush now, child. You’ve said enough. Might you...

(The uncorrupted Me... I found this child waiting.) My story is upside down! I'm going back to what is known and I'm being greeted with the gift of Love! Have I just squeezed out God? No. I've swam inside of Belief and Love and find her much more to my liking! I know, I must be insane to think of such a thing, the eartH as your only beholden in the flesh and the spirit that you know... than any truth of any that I'll imagine I know... I know nothing! I am one man and the only power I have is with the whole. The fullness of Love is within my reach, within my every fiber while I'm in prayer. The truth of who I am... And we can all get to where I am... the light at the never-end of Love... From scribe to conductor? It is Heaven if we want her! The thought is ours to choose… Would you place your bets on what’s in store, or would you place your bets on the Mother that you know!  The eartH was my final alternative as any God outside my needs…...