CONFESSION ZERO

There’s still a side of me that wants to scream. We are a self-destructive beast without regard to our surroundings. Why do we think that we must imagine, beyond the shadow of any doubt, that our belief is truth? Truth…? There’s still a side of me that wants to scream. I Love you with all of my Heart, save for the part that I know and not the part that I believe. My eyes were opened and I found solitude in your quivering limbs. Sleep now, Mother. We’re here. Father and I are here. ~ I’ve jumped ship and I’m swimming for my life, which belongs not to me, but to  Love. Man overboard! No. No. Bless you, but I am not overboard at all. I’m in heaven. Man overboard! Ha! I like your game! Shall we play, or might we begin our duty to the (H)eartH and to  Love? Man overboard! You've worn the die down to so many chances, leap! Go forth and tell them what they want to know! My belief that this is heaven and we are damned fools for ever having imagined it was...

Where does this road lead? To heaven as we create it, a chance for truth and art within the garden.  Love, the ebb and flow of life, which is Love, which is waiting to see if my speech is sufficient according to my belief, what I‘m urged to speak, but won't. I have been, preparing for this day, when it was completely out of my control, much like my life floating here before me now, in Heaven. Heaven on eartH, Home. (Why would you do such a suicidal thing?) Love… ~ Peace and goodbye. Easy enough to say. Yes? No. What do those stars forming a Y mean? A confirmation of the path I‘m on? Wait? Surely I know that the path I’m on is indeed the one of  Love’s Love. There’s only one. One path I could be on. Why has your mind spun out of your control? Love. ~ Love should have never gone unnoticed beneath our feet, over our heads, or in front of our eyes. We are all, bar none, brothers and sisters of the one seed,  Love. We are murdering members of our own fam...