CONFESSION ZERO

Breathe once more before you begin your shriek. Breathe once more before time jumps the tracks and I’m left without a breath, without a shred, lost in my own web, unaided, save for the spirits that swim in me. The eyes of creation, you, the ears of creation, you. And so on, and begin to correct the grave injuries to our mother, eartH. Her eyes swim oceans to me, her arms, Love to all. All and everything, this is heaven. Please consider it the only heaven, up to this point that you’ve known and look what you’re doing to the eartH,  Love. If it is not "Love, why do you care, I’m out of here and off to heaven with-" Out! This stage shakes beneath my feet and you pretend to pretend to understand the weight? Bring me from beneath my questions! I want to soar with you! Let me remember this moment,  Love, my expanding mind may give way… Life’s indeed a stage, but how can we all be actors in the very same play and not imagine that we all might be wrong? One of us is wrong. And

The box floated before me. It seemed to crumble the nearer to truth it grew and I was scrambling around for the pieces that resembled me and there were so many of you and I danced as fast as I could, but these secrets, they‘ve got to go! Those that sought my heart like a hunter and those that shrieked at my sightlessness came calling their whispers for me to turn up the volume on my dreams and the old familiar song would begin and belief would carry me to the brink of me and… I cried because of what I saw of man. I howled when my choices were revealed to me wearing their grave sorrow. Fear. My sin is fear, yet there have been times when my elixir was courage, another name for spirit. It’s true. ~ This night I’ve learned a thing about myself, dancing with all spirits can be a distraction, each of you- Goodness. Safety. Love… ~ Where am I? Heaven? Yes. There will be those that have believed in truth over belief and to those I smile on and ask, where was your voice protestin